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Aug 27, 2007


wor seriously lar. U REALLY THINK I WUN CALL THEM MEH. SORRY WORX, I WUN PUSH THE JOB AWAY AS MUCH AS U DO CAN?
seriously lar. The next time hor, i think profiling should be done to all NCOs
the using their profile find those that they are compatible with. AT LEAST YOU WILL DEFINITELY WORK BETTER. phui.
PLEASE AR. CAN U FKING PICK UP UR CALL ? MR NG KAI HONG. I REGRET TO NOTIFY YOU THAT I HAVE FAILED AS AND NCO TO CONTACT YOU THROUGH ALL MEANS. YOUR HOUSE PHONE DUN GIVE A DAMN RING. NEITHER DO YOU PICK UP UR HP. NOR ANSWER ME ONLINE. SO LEFT 1 MEASURE< WHICH I BET IS TOTALLY USELESS, IS BY SENDING EMAIL. AS SUCH< SINCE YOU FAILED TO PASS ME YOUR MC, YOUR LATE MC, AND YOUR VERY LATE MC, I HAVE TO MARK A FKING X IN OPTS. NEXT TO IMPROVE ON THE SITUATION, I WILL PERSONALLY GO TO YOUR CLASS, ASK YOU ONCE AND FOR ALL TO PICK UP YOUR BLOODY HP. THEN WE WILL HAVE A FEW TEST RUN, WITH ME USING DIFFERENT PHONE NO. TO CALL U. AND IF SITUATION STILL DUN IMPROVE, I HAVE ONE LAST PROPOSAL. EITHER YOU FKINGLY GO DIE AND DISSAPEAR IN HELL OBLIVION OR I JUMP OFF THE NEXT TALL RISING BUILDING, PRETEND THAT I DIDNT KNOW OF SUCH PROBLEM AND END ALL MY OTHER PROBLEM AS WELL.

please gimme a UPDATED namelist sia. PLEASE and THANK YOU YOU for living out a guy who left early. maybe it didnt pass your mind. but let me tell you it did for me. ME! A NOOB. A ARSE. A AP FKEDUP GUY. A RANDOM GUY WHO APPEARED IN YOUR LIFE.
please ar. i think the relay system better can?so u want change ar. okay lor. you change lar. (sry to say i still wun decide to follow your change, and of course u wun noe, and of course i would by then secure a better relay system then you, with calling ic that are responsible)

AND COME TO THINK OF IT. HEH. DID ANYONE TELL ME NCO MUST FOLLOW DURING MORNING ASSEMBLY WHEN SOME OTHER 1 COLLECT FORMS OR ANYTHING. SORYY I WAS NOT NOTIFIED , CAN?

TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH, I AM NOT AS FREE AS YOU THINK I AM. NOR AS WEAK AS U THINK I AM. LET ME TELL YOU A SECRET. I HAVEN STUDY FOR ANY CAPE SINCE LIKE AFTER LCP (like i even have time to go dl with noob comp of mine and learn the stuff)
AND OF COURSE, I AM NOT A DOG WHO IS AT YOUR BECK AND CALL. SO PLEASE SCREW OFF FROM MY FKING LIFE







blaahhhhhhhhhxxxxxxxxx done rambling.and ranting zzzzzzzzzz. go back to do all my work---project work, homework, HOUSEwork. AIN'T i more bless than you? have at least one more work dat u need not do. haha u sad life. so buzz off


8/27/2007 08:57:00 PM | back to top

Aug 26, 2007


and i ran cross the street.
searching. searching.
For that moment, i wondere why
i ran like an idoit.
Have i lose something?
any thing missing?
No. perhaps not.
save for my heart

my heart was never found...


8/26/2007 11:24:00 PM | back to top



freaking blogspot is lagging. my previous post is not up yet. hmmm was doing personality test not long ago
ME IS ENFP =D
read my profile--- http://www.typelogic.com/enfp.html
and take the quiz to find out urs =D
http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp


8/26/2007 11:19:00 PM | back to top



ZZZ XIANED.
double post today... wait its pass 12am...
yue xiang yue gua lan.
doubt the 3 ncos visit my blog or any one who is from sec 1 squad. IF haVE PlEaSe LeAvE now
WHY MUST GET ME BECOME SAI kANG WARRIOR AMONG THE SEC 1 NCOS
heh name tag i keep, call ppl i call, biscuit i keep and tell me bring on tuesday zzz (i really not have to lug it home da bao xiao bao from hci ON BUS to sengkang n from sengkang ON BUS AND MRT to HCI ar. thank you you ar.)
THEN TELL ME SEND EMAIL WT...Fine send jiu send lor, when little ppl online and cannot consult ppl. Den dao my msg... bet u sleeping le... so get screwed le den too bad...
ZZZZZZZZZZZZ. Den sumore get me to teach haiz lucky have tim sng to support me =D please tell a noob talker teach stuff ar. Lucky halfway have shuo yanz come in help.
Please give so much welfare. PPL NEED 5 Mins DRINK WATER FILL UP BOTTLE AND FALL IN AR.diaoz. give so much ppl still can get chance to talk cock.
AND YAY BECOME THE " SCOLDING NCO " or wadeva the sec 1 call me.WHO GIVES A DAMN, CAN? Please not pump them when they have sense of urgency ar. Den i give them pumping, like 30 out of the 40 they suppose do. OH PLEASE ITS ALOT alot can. they sooner or later have to do 30 one lor

zzz. shall not talk about it le.

now go off to talk to ppl XD


8/26/2007 12:27:00 AM | back to top

Aug 25, 2007


YAY I AM A 2 STAR KAYAKER NOW XD. expedition got me the sun burn though XD. it give me the sore too XD. BUT WHO CARES ABOUT IT WHEN I AM A 2 STAR XD

new blog song =D--- 天亮以后

the lyrics

天亮以后
歌手:胡歌
专辑:电视剧天外飞仙插曲
歌词:

客栈前那一座桥或许我们都到不了
没有理由在苦笑只是煎熬
反复练习的拥抱天亮以后就看不到
不能陪你到苍老陪你到老
我不知道还有谁能像我让你依*
我只希望你会牢记我的好

天亮以后就再也牵不到你的手
天亮以后我会慢慢离开你的梦
不敢说再见就是无法说出口

天亮以后留住你该用什么理由
天亮以后留下的就只剩下寂寞
别难过所有的痛都由我默默承受


我以为我做得到抱着你到天荒地老
爱你我感到骄傲什么都好
期待着你的拥抱也许这机会太渺小
流着眼泪苦着笑我怎么逃
空荡的梦怎么写我们的从今以后
握紧着手看不到再见的尽头

天亮以后就再也牵不到你的手
天亮以后我会慢慢离开你的梦
不敢说再见就是无法说出口

天亮以后留住你该用什么理由
天亮以后留下的就只剩下寂寞
别难过所有的痛都由我默默承受


8/25/2007 09:24:00 PM | back to top

Aug 19, 2007


POP ROXZ. KAYAKING = ZHAI XDXD
long time nv post le so today one will be "abit" long


POP
Afternoon
Niao taylor with xian jie and matthew. k-leong listening at the side. POP GIFT FOR TAYLOR NXT YEAR--- ANLENE MILK POWDER (The one that aids in growth of backbone, so that he can support his increasingly getting bigger and bigger arse)
BLAH BLAH BLAH. Den take squad =D. Heh feel abit weird, standing outside and give commands instead of being the one to follow the command. Haiz. Den give command, purposely say wrong . Starting some ppl legs go lift up when i give kekenan lu rus when they are in senang-diri position. Den train abit more static.Continue doing so, and lesser and lesser ppl tio scam by me. Den move out to parade square. which i continued to use the scam method.
Den something struck. some 1 fall out!!!. A while later suddenly see he start to bent down even though he sitting, so immediately chiong forward. that sec 1 tio asthma. Den so gl stuff in between.
rehearsal
follow by parade...THE LAST PARADE THE SEC 4's are doing

Den go LT$ for handing over ceremony. The sec 1 tryied their lo mai kai trick ont elson dey one

yawn. shall continues the rest another time...too tired


8/19/2007 12:38:00 AM | back to top

Aug 7, 2007


Some memories; meant to be forgetten; never to be brought out into the light again
but others; precious like diamonds; just can't seem to be recalled
look through the photo 'l-bum
and found; the non-existing me
maybe; maybe
maybe if i tried harder, then there may be a next time
maybe if i could; i could have disappeared into thin air
&maybe too; i would be lost; wandering ; and never found
and no one would knew
no one would know what i did
and lesser would even know there's me.
maybe i could'nt; no matter how much and how hard i tried;
change the fact; the fact of the accursed star
maybe i should'nt; be here at the 1st place;
maybe i should have just walk away; 'stead of waiting
but then again; it's just maybe; maybe;maybe


8/07/2007 09:46:00 PM | back to top

Aug 6, 2007


i'll do my crying in the rain
i'll wait for stormy skies
so that you couldnt differentiate the rain and my tears
to hide these tears i hope you'll never see
to hide the misery that i've gotten from losing you
&living without you, living alone
everything seem so cold

as tears go unnoticed

u may ask my why
why do i change so much;
but i can ; i can only say
that i'm not who i used to be anymore
maybe i can forever hide behind the false laughter and playfulness
maybe i can learn to forget;what its like to cry
but that's all i can hide
and that's all i can lie to myself


8/06/2007 11:53:00 PM | back to top

Aug 5, 2007


wheeee. ytd kayaking whoohooo
now today every part of body aching =.="
YTD: meet up with ben lum chee low at mrt
listen to his ipod >< until reach kallang
den saw the others all dere, except jax, ryan and terence
den eat choc waffle and drink coke XD
jax came . den talk cock . den terence came from dunno where follow by ryan XD
walk to find bus 11. point to a particular direction thinking it was where 11 can be found. but in the end also nv walk dere cause not sure. so walk to bus interchange. yu fong walk to find the bus ...only came back when he saw the bus come and left =.="
wait for bus and jon ng, ww and jax was like coping taylor game boy advance to play pokemon =.=" its firered i think ><
me kope ben lum ipod and listen XD
bus came after like 25 mins?
was like camping at there till sianed
den go kallang sports dere
buffer time for gettingequipmentsstoringourbagsgivingformstakingattendance.
den instuctor teach us how to wear skirt (not the female type skirt but the one for kayaking 1)
launch kayak!
paddle left paddle rite
XD
den move out into the water to put the skirt around the hole of kayak=D
kayak somemore to get in touch.
den teach us how to turn the hip and waist so dat can use less force with arm
den teach us how to push the steps thingy in the boat. the foot rest. so that can kayak more meng =.="
den learn j-classic and j-draw again.sumhow i lost touch with it...
den learn how to skully-draw
den practise here practise. den break =D
break time went to the beach. saw our 1 star instructor
den 2 star instuctor talk to each other on their kayak. den we got out of kayak into the water lol.
suppose to rest on beach. but we all swam into the water den talking bout how air-con like it is at the bottom of the sea as we further out =.="
den nearly manage to gang jax XD in the water. ---he borrow the wear shade-cap from taylor den pull down the shade thingy to cover his eye =.="
den break finish. get back on boat. laern how to capsize again
team with ben lum
the 1st type. the 1 star one. freaking difficult. i 1st to capsize. so meaning ben lum the once twice broken arm have to rescue me and my kayak =.="
so my kayak kana water till whole boat flooded=.="
so of course ben lum have difficulty emptying the yayak of water lar. so finally flip over and bo chap the water inside=.="
den his turn. capsize come over, kayak half flooded. den my boat like 1/8 flooded. so i lean right to pull the boat up my whole kayak tilt to right till almost capsize
so after alot difficulty manage to emptying some water but no more energy to get mroe water out. so bochap also. den realise something. my cap disappeared while trying to rescue ben lum kayak.zzzz
den go back on shore to empty all water from kayak. den set out to learn 2 star capsize. totally no energy to put the skirt unto the hole of the kayak
den learn in steps. using hip to flip the boat and using the either end of the kayak to support.
freaking easy. accept my nose keep having water go inside XD
so practise practise. den head back to beach get our stuff den go back to the luanching area dere. nearly capsize a few times cause kayak too much water.
finally got back on shore, den solo drain the kayak of the water. den solo carry the kayak back up to wash.
drink finsh my water and leave it with the other bottles
clean up kayak, debrief and clean up ourself. while talking cock =.="
den all clean up liao. cock talk with others. and realise my empty plastic water bottle fly till dunno where liao=.="
i swear i didnt throw it into the sea hor
den go to mac. eat something with ryan benlum ww jax and jon ng XD
den talk till talk about gunbound. den jon ng keep enticing me and jax to play.haha. i wun succumb to his pressure XD
den go home ! XD

sry for long post lol. did i mention we saw the helicopter flying the national flag to marina bay and the jet fighters? lol

now go off to do random stuff XD


8/05/2007 12:57:00 PM | back to top

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