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Jul 31, 2010


this perhaps aint the place meant for me nor i want to be in
but thanks for taking me in.


7/31/2010 03:31:00 PM | back to top

Jul 30, 2010


it didnt really strike me that everything seriously have ended!
or at least until i sat down in front of the comp and start to listen to music
:O
guess i really owe alot to everyone in the team haha
melvin: thanks for saikang so much shit on my behalf! and being the sensible one when i'm not. i think we have many hidden links and thanks aint gonna be enough for that.
cynthia: thank you and really sorry! you know why haha*lazy to type again*
iris : bully target no.1 XD thank you for the welfare you given us and the support you gave me! and really sorry for kajiaoing you all the time =P
jiawen: thank you for the mass smses i get you to send repeatedly and all the nice songs =D we'll exchange more songs yeah?Paiseh sometimes must bug you till super late then you cannot dream about your bai ma wang zi
ShengJie: hey bud. i guess i don't have to say this? :O you know i know what i gonna say lol
Tess: bully target no.2! thank you for keeping a nice clean record of the $$$ haha and real paiseh bout the constant niaoing XD
YongQuan: hahaha thank you for all the fun and crazy ideas and all the effort you put in to train our physical fitness. real sorry i didnt adhere to your "timetable" most the time!

Oli: hey SIR XP thanks for all the help and support you given during training! really sorry about all the "bossing?"you around thing =x
JiaJie: hey bud! thanks for everything =D
Danette: HEY kiddo/tomboy! thanks for all the help even though you aint in the exco! haha play more frisbee yea?
Nic chua: same as danette! thanks for helping out so much even though you aint in the exco! haha really fun to have you around
Weizeng: thank you! you know i know why! =D
Weijie Ian Derric Jonny: hey really thank you buds! =D=D we'll stick around yeah? Mass talk cock/gossip session damn fun XD
joonfai chinteck: haha plain toking cock and niaoing chinteck was damn funny XD thanks for all the help both of you tried to give =D
Matthew Patrick Yee Fatt: Really thank you for all the help too! =D=D
KengBoon Nelson: heyall tall guys one guailan one cold LOL really thank you and sorry to have to put up with me when i demand alot!
JinQing: haha thanks for the support and paiseh bout the niaoing bout ms? LOL hope he dont get angry at me =x
SiewYing: haha thanks for all the support and contribution you made during training! =D=D
Jasmine Xinyu(ahlian) :Thanks for all the support even if both of you cant make it for the training! =D=D
really thank you all teammates! and really sorry for having to put up with the overbearing me! thanks and sorry!!




okay frisbee aside
dinner was kinda horrible=/
as in the taste
><
haiz so is the fact that i'm eating it alone again
:O
never felt as much relief as now knowing that its Friday.
TGIF!
*thanks guanyinma its Friday =D*
on a lighter note:
MY HAIR IS GETTING LONGER
yea the fringe is growing out again! =D
time for a hair cut soon though
some parts is becoming too long :O
and OH OH OH! I WANT WATCH INCEPTION WHO HAVENT WATCH PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE JIO ME AND JIAJIE LOL!


7/30/2010 11:58:00 PM | back to top

Jul 29, 2010


i guess i'm a hypocrite too.
more real here than in person


7/29/2010 09:42:00 PM | back to top

Jul 27, 2010


i guess really must plant down both feet, no more kiteflying,
no more dream catching, passion chasing.
haiz
so its another kiss gdbye?
im so gonna miss my 小黄!
and yea definitely alot ppl!
haiz
but now's not the time to think about it i guess?
hmmmmm
this gonna be the first time i keep my promise to my laobu ba.
:O
hmmmmm


7/27/2010 10:31:00 PM | back to top

Jul 25, 2010


wah haiz.
so many ppl becoming emo
over dunno what reason
i guess
as a bystander
i must stay happy?
or at least cheerful enough to cheer up those around me!
or at least....


“笑久了就变成真的”


7/25/2010 11:26:00 PM | back to top

Jul 22, 2010


on a second thought
maybe its really me
who selfishly distance myself
to gain that small space
only to come chasing back
for something that's no longer there
so i guess.
it can be help
but to let you go
and
its no kiss goodbye
but simply
bye.


7/22/2010 11:55:00 PM | back to top



heh. just realise nub/weak/lan/etc linkages/relationship can be. not the bgr kind, but the normal uh friend friend kind lar!
even though we're close, like classmate i think we are very far apart. especially now :O
you prolly wont see this. or maybe see le dunno its bout u.
heh
but i guess
就是这样lorh
hmm
but point is - i guess i didnt realise how far i m from you.
or maybe we are from you
or maybe its just i am from you all.
which is pretty much the sad part of the whole irony :O
so near yet so far :O
haiz
but i guess its okay?
at least now you found a warmer place. some place you can have fun joy laughter etc
:O
hell lot better den sticking with inconsiderate brutes like me LOL

haiz

budden
this is like just a microcosm (trying to act pro in england LOL) of the whole issue i guess.
i dont know much about alot ppl.
even though i go around saying like im gd friend with so-and-so
haiz

blah
actually now i dun even noe wad i want to type!
can only spam haiz
listen to emo songs
and
haiz somore
:O


on a lighter tone. a much much lighter tone
its weekend soon!:o
so i guess, hold on abit more? :O
nites and byes


p.s. bout all the weird short form, incoherent stuff and well all the singlish.
:O


7/22/2010 11:41:00 PM | back to top

Jul 18, 2010


i just realise how the lyrics of this song can express the feelings of the hcult j2s now:

I miss you-by blink 182
"...in the night we'll wish this never ends, we'll wish this never ends..."


7/18/2010 02:05:00 PM | back to top



haiz.
guess i knew why i felt the indifference le.
ytd was fun
sliding around and getting abrasions on various spots LOL!
though was put off abit when i woke up and its raining crazily.
anyway thanks to everyone who came down to support us!
and no i dont think i'll be standing at the bridge to make announcement LOL!

haiz
haiz
haiz

so i guess it's all over now bah?
1 year 3mth for 2days
the first i didnt felt the involvement
the second i didnt felt the excitement that i should
hmmmmm
but like i guess i've became too realistic
like my laobu said.
参加这个有什么用?赢什么?有用吗?
my guess would be that i took part for passion
but
i'm not realli sure?
hmmmmmm
anyways
all these ending le
and i gotta keep my promise bah

and oh to the j2 team:
thanks and sorry
:O
and well
a goodbye?
i hope not
nonononono not
haiz





because the intersections are slowly disappearing, we'll become parallel lines never to meet again. And all that's left is simply stands of memories, awaiting to be forgotten by time?


7/18/2010 01:37:00 PM | back to top

Jul 14, 2010


now that i think about we.
we kinda different
like
perhaps super different


7/14/2010 08:12:00 PM | back to top

Jul 10, 2010


zomg i n i got so much to do!!!
luckily i grp working with edmund and jax sia!
but paiseh if i cant finish on time!
cuz the pg 12 is seriously ...
sian think i go back to do liao
with my head full of comp stuff
><



this story's 'bout you
that story's 'bout me
but there ain't no story 'bout both you and me


7/10/2010 11:36:00 PM | back to top

Jul 8, 2010


take this slip-road right to the center of my heart.


7/08/2010 10:36:00 PM | back to top

Jul 3, 2010


Some people laugh, some people cry
Some people live, some people die
Some people run, right into the fire
Some people hide, their every desire

But we are the lovers
If you don't believe me
Then just look into my eyes
'cause the heart never lies

Some people fight, some people fall
Others pretend they don't care at all
If you wanna fight, I'll stand right beside you
The day that you fall, I'll be right behind you

To pick up the pieces
If you don't believe me
Just look into my eyes
'cause the heart never lies

Woah
Woah

Another year over
and we're still together
It's not always easy
But i'm here forever

Yeah, we are the lovers
I know you believe me
When you look into my eyes
'cause the heart never lies
'cause the heart never lies, yeah,
Because the heart never lies.


7/03/2010 01:33:00 AM | back to top

謝和弦 Life's A Struggle
Jul 1, 2010




another nice song!!! imma like spamming youtube now lol


7/01/2010 12:07:00 AM | back to top

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